I am a simple human, I have many flaws. I don’t pretend to be more than I am or am not. I wrestle with many thoughts of life and death. I wrestle with God. I am not perfect, I am very far from it. I don’t believe I am anything special, most times I feel worthless. I’ve gone Nowhere with my life and my ambitions are low. I don’t have much fight in me these days. Feelings of inadequacy fill my mind daily. This life is not mine to live, that’s what it all comes down to. We’re pawns in this game called life. Every step is predestined. I have nothing, I am nothing. Everything is nothing.