I love my boyfriend! He is so sweet. :D
It’s hard to accept, but you can’t change the past. You can’t go back and manipulate things to the way you wanted them to happen. Because life would be meaningless and boring and just not worth living. But you can change the future and that’s a beautiful thing about life. Yes, you will make mistakes. And yes, you will have bad days – but as long as you let the past go, you’ll have such a gorgeous and bright future ahead of you. Knowing that things were meant to happen. Knowing that each day you will learn something so that you keep growing to be a better person. Life is like a rope, twined in all its complexities and yet weaved into one marvelous stream that you have the chance you use something amazing from. So grab hold of it.
Today I realized that facebook is a waste of my time. For a while it was a great release from the hastle of everyday boredum. However, I became too dependant upon it. I realized I have geater priorities in this life and by jumping on facebook every five minutes, I was missing out on a lot. Facebook is meant to be a place to keep in touch with friends, not get the scoop on their lifes story and their friends life stories. When this became an issue I found that I had nothing to say to the people who were my “so called friends” because I already knew everything there was to know about their life. I knew how they were feeling, what they were doing, where they were… ect. It was insane! Also, I won’t have to talk to certain people because of recent happenings, unless its my choice and in that I mean by way of phone call or text. So today, I deleted my facebook account. Hopefully, the same doesn’t happen with tumblr, but by the way it looks, it will. And I will delete this as well. People are becoming out of touch with reality and too dependant on technological advancement. Yes, its great in a sense but at the same time people should attempt to realize how much life they are truly missing. Count how many times you jump on facebook and time it. At the end of the day, you’ll be amazed at how much of your day you spent with your face glued to a screen rather than at the world around you. So, with that being said, technology, ladies and gentlemen, will be the death of us all.
I feel weird in my own skin right now. I have a headache from thinking about this. Blahhhh I don’t want to do this. :/ I’m scared..
This looks like my little cousin lydia. Aww what a cutie!
Well, this really will be something else if its really true. I’m worried here, what should I do? How can I tell him. This came at the most oportune time, let me tell you. FUCK
Well, I haven’t written anything on here in a long time, so here’s my update. I have this boyfriend and he is just amazing. I love seeing his face and the way he tells me I’m beautiful! He is the sweetest person I’ve ever met. He’s going through some things right now but he’s almost all mine.(you won’t understand what I mean) Things are moving quite quickly with him and to be completely honest, it scares me a little bit but not as badly as I thought it would. And when I say they’re moving quickly, I mean it. I just really like him and I’m comfortable with him. It’s the best feeling in the world. Tonight, is the first night he will be staying at my house, I’m quite excited about this. My dad loves him and this makes everything even better. I really do believe I have someone special here <3 So, as scared as I am about all of this, I am even more excited! This is somthing great, amazing, wonderful— any positive conotation that suits your fancy will fit here. The most amazing part is the happiness I am experiencing from all of this. I’ve found my laughter again. Its been a long time since I’ve laughed the way I do when I’m with him… I don’t want it to end, and I truly hope everything stays together. I don’t want this to fall apart. :D
Shits about to get real. That is all.
I’m not gonna lie, this kind of creeps me out. However, it’s really neat at the same time.
(Source: sunnylands)
I know what I need to do now. This is gonna be tough, but the lord is guiding me. I’m not looking forward to this, but it needs to be done. Oh man, lord don’t let me fall behind in school.
The fear I experienced last night was tremendous. But at the same time it was amazingly fascinating. It was thunderous and I couldn’t open my eyes, couldn’t make myself wake up. But I wouldn’t listen, I was too terrified. I don’t know what he said. And at this moment I hate myself for not listening. It had to have been important. Talking to my dad about it later. He will be able to help, I’m sure of it.
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